iigh here we goo ...
tuesday went to atlantic city with my gma mom her boyfriend my brother and my sister .. i had to do a lil babysitting while erryone else goesz gambling i guess i had funn ... i mean it really beatsz staying at home nd being all depressed and fcuk ... but yeahh ... i was stuck riding these gay ass ridesz over there .. but i mean at least i made my bro nd sis happy .. soo i guess it was all worth it .. righh ? ... haha ... i ask`d my mom if i could get a toungering for my birthday .. nd she said " yeah shur if you want one.. i`ll take you to the village since you know .. i gOt mad hook upsz ova der .. i just gotta check up with your grandmother " grr.. she just had to check up with her .. well.. i was GOING to get my tounge peirced.. fuck mayn.. so close ! `=\ o well ..
wednesday came hom from atlantic city around 8 or soo ...
thursday i went to classes yesterday ... mmm gay .. i think dat piece of shit is soo fucking gay .. i ain`t into dat bullshii`.. omg ! i hate fucking reading ... unless i REALLY like the book .. or fcukin english .. fcuk mayn ! `=\ GRR wtf ! .. oo yeah .. nd i found out dat my dad`s family is going to fcukin PR .. WTF ! dei could have call`d me .. nd i would have still been able to fcukin goo yu know !! grr ... ierno mayn ... i was just relaly lookin forward to going .. but ... mmm.. i guess i`ll never be able to goo..
today woke sarah up around 12 - 12:3o den gOt ready nd straighted my hair at her cribbz ... kat came over around 2:3o nd we didn`t leave to go to da mall till like 4:3o .. met up with mike around 5 nd watch`d The Village `=) ... haha ... mike i was NOT scared !! LOL .. i was just a lil jumpy .. LOL .. `=) ... buh da end of dat movie was crazzy mayn ... dang ... it pretty much fucked thingsz up ... ierno w.e ... afta da movie ... kat sarah nd mike me split up ... me nd mike met up wit mon nd sum oda headsz from OOW ... we kept walking around da mall ... went to the bridge by mc. donaldsz nd mike nd mon play`d handball .. lolz ... den da guard pretty much kickd dem out... cause " they should have known better " LOL ... crazy fcukzs ... soo we chil`d at the parking lot for a while den went to the foodcourt nd saw justin .. niqqa was drunk mayn ... shii` stank LOL .. den agian .. i smell`d exactly like dat when me nd alexis gOt drunk lolz `=) .. soo den justin mike me nd sum oda headsz went to the pier nd met up wit erryone ... oly mon sean marlon alexis anthony lawrence nick nd sum oOda headsz ... chill`d derfor a while ... den went to starbucksz nd bought a hot chocolate cause i was freezing my ass off ... den went back to the peir ... erryone was lookin for zeb cause der was supposedly suppose to be a fight buh... yeahh ... der wasn`t one ... gayy ..mike walk`d me home around 9:15 nd gOt home around 9:3o .. poor baby wasn`t feeling gOod at all mayn ... he lookd really sick .. i hOpe you feel better teddy ! `=\ iLOVEyou ... dang .. i had mad fun wit my babesz today .. thank gOd my mom let me see him `=) whOop whOop !!
<3 the last few daysz i`ve been soo depressed missing your ass mayn .. you don`t understand how much i love you nd how much i`ve cried just because i miss`d you ... nd i still doo ... `=( i wish`d things would get better now .. but thingsz can`t always be rushed in life ... just gOtta take it one step at a time righh ? ...
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november rain - guns n roses
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this auch a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time
to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain
<3 mz candyy | 
